Wedding dinner @ Mother's Day *10.05.09*

I was overjoyed actually when How2 invited me to his sister's wedding dinner. I have never actually attended one before.. until NOW~!! (>v<) *super excited*

Hehe.. After long pondering hard-making decision moments, I decided to put on an evening skirt rather than a black dull night dress. Even daring enough to put on green eyeshadow to go with the skirt. Kawaii desu?

Two handsome gentlemen. To me, they don't actually share resemblance from their looks being brothers. But those smiles are truly dashing. *Thumbs up*She's a darling, as cute as an angel. I like her personality right from the start; she speaks her mind. Perhaps things got complicated in the real world, being adults, we hardly do that anymore. ^^ Yay yay~ A picture taken with the bride herself. Lurve her make-up and her pearl white dress. Say cheese everyone!!

And yes... definitely not forgetting How2.

(My bro says he look kinda "yum" in this picture.. XD I think otherwise)I'll leave my post to that at the moment being..*yawn* will continue with the details once I get my hands on the rest of the photos. Stay tuned~!

I walked away and heard the sound

The sound of my own heartbeat

My Heart is beating all alone now

I found out

I'm not the one you're looking for

I'm not the one you wait for

It's not easy to look away

You don't see me

But I knew all along

You're all I need

I held out my empty hand

And I touched the gentle wind

I know I'll forget this all someday

But till this feeling is gone

I do think of you

down to every minute, every second

Goodbye

Is never what I meant

When there's so much more to say

I wish you'd call my name

And take my hand

But again,

My heart will break again

Every time I confide my heart's content

It's because I'm no longer

the one you're missing

I love you

Reminiscence

First kiss. Last stroll together around campus. Vows not to never leave one another behind.

Contradiction

I'm suppose to wait. Happily waiting.

Confession

I miss you so very much. I'm still blindly in love with you.

Guy - Let's Chill

Sweetheart, I’ve been tryin’ so hard to get over you


Just simply can’t


‘Cause the love we shared through the year


Meant so much to me


All I’m lookin’ for is just a serious relationship


Someone I can hold all my life


Why don’t you give me that commitment


Let’s settle down


Let’s chill

Don’t be afraid me


I’m the one that is scared


But I promise everything will be alright


Come closer


Let me talk to you

Let’s chill

From the first time I saw your face


Boy, I knew I had to have you


I wanted to wrap you with my warm embrace


Visions of your lovely face

All my love is for you


Whatever you want I will do


You’re the only one I want in my life


For you I’ll make that sacrifice, ho

Let’s chill


Let’s settle down (That’s what I want)


That’s what I wanna do (Just me and you)


Just me and you

I’m so happy to have you here


Standing right by my side


Is it a dream or reality


If it’s a fantasy, please don’t wake me

All my love is for you


Whatever you want I will do


You’re the only one I want in my life


For you I’ll make that sacrifice, so baby, let’s

Let’s chill (Let’s chill)


Let’s settle down (Settle down, baby)


That’s what I wanna do (That’s all I want to do)


Just me and you (Ho)

Come here, baby


Come lay next to me


Let’s forget about the past and think about the future


Let’s get together


Let’s stay together

Forever and ever


Ever and ever


Ever and ever


Always

A song that I hope you and I will share when our paths converge once more.

Part - Timing Week

In a simple, somewhat dull-looking complex

somewhere just around the corner

You'll see

Mozz Cato

Traditional Recipes Premium Cookies

Our small bright corner

And

2 cutie promoters

Most expensive of them all~!

1.5k leather cookies chest

*Sweat -.-!!!*

Spot-the-Not

(Kelly's mischief)

*Kelly: Sek Dak Ngm Hou Sai*

Hard to keep a diet

with mouth-watering tester cookies

lying within reach

*Must Resist Temptation!*

Say Cookies~!!

*Who's watching the stall actually?*

Fall For You


-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting


Could it be that we have been this way before


I know you don't think that I am trying


I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended


I always swore to you I'd never fall apart


You always thought that I was stronger


I may have failed


But I have loved you from the start


Oohhh...

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


It's impossible

So breathe in so deep


Breathe me in


I'm yours to keep


And hold onto your words


'Cause talk is cheap


And remember me tonight


When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

I wish one would sing me to sleep


this song that would fill my heart


with warmth and love that I too


shall have for him in return


for the rest of the days


that we both shall share

Dear diary,

This week had been dreadful. The minutes, hours and days crawled by as though it had been years. I know he feels it too, which is why I look forward to every night when we skype. 10:30pm. Time ticked even painfully slower. But even if I have to wait for him... I'd do that.

I understand things aren't easy for him, feeling stressed and tense. I couldn't help much but be a listener. Yet sometimes, I feel like a sandbag to throw tantrums onto. He seems to get hot tempered and angry instantly, either because of something I did wrong or something done unintentionally. I really didn't mean to do those things to anger him.

Even if I have, I am confused. Shall I sms or call?


If I do, would he think of me as a nuisance? I don't know.


If I don't.. Yes, he would.. think of me not putting any effort at all.

I really am trying very hard, to do my best.

I thought being in a relationship is sweet. I hear that a true boyfriend wouldn't make his girl cry. But I never cried this much before. Unaware to him, it's a serious matter. He says that everything that happened between us will bind our hearts closer. Instead, I feel that they are actually telling us that we are different. We are both just too afraid to admit it.

Dear diary, can I still go to him?when I am crying because of him.


Can I still confide to him? when he's one of my sorrows.


Can I still be tolerate with him? when he doesn't think of me. of what I feel.

Is he still the one? As he claims, loving me more than I love him.

I don't know anymore.