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To those who knew me

I've been

as they say

cool...

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I've always been a gurl with few words

It's as if my lips are sealed

I won't confide

My problems

My thoughts

Nor my feelings

To anyone

****

As time passes

I have been accustomed

to sit at a corner

All by myself

to be alone

In fact

No one ever knew the real me

Or rather

It was I

who hid behind the shades

who concealed myself

from others

from being hurt

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As I mature

I tried to express myself

to no longer be an outcast

of the world around me

With small

careful steps

I tried to verbalize

My thoughts

My problems

and My feelings

I'd like everyone to know of my existence

I'd want to be a part of the play

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I started to

babble on and on

until

I'd talk and joke

about anything at all

Yet

Out of the blue

it struck me

a heavy blow on my face

****

In the end

It seems that

I've been wrong

I was oblivious to the fact that

I've been arrogant

been self-centered

been unkind to others

The words

I've used and uttered

have not been kind words

More like arrows they seem

which struck and sank deeply

into the heart of others

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Gotta Learn to Shut up~!!