The night goes by without much sleep
‘Cause I know I won’t wake up next to you
With the warmth of your embrace
I was able to slumber like a baby in a cradle
Yet now I'm troubled by a mixture of thoughts
I will be there for you till the end of time
You say you would do the same for me
But sadly, I am at doubt
When everything tumbles down
Will you still be able to cheer me up?
When I’m all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you
What are you doing now?
Would you be thinking of me
As much as I am of you now?
Being in your room
is the happiest thing to do
Enjoyed watching you at your desk
Yet less attention was paid
To this girl sitting at a corner
To be truthful
This girl wasn’t happy at all
Should she not have been there
Or was there any difference anyway
With her being there at the first place?
Recollecting the sms-es you’ve sent
They are kind, sweet, lovely words
A healer for the present dispirited heart
There have been less of them of late
which frankly saddens me more
I’m pouring my heart to you now
I don’t want you to comply
Being someone you’re not
Just because I told you so
I wish there is a bond between us
I can’t stand before you
With a label on my head
Telling you I’m feeling blue
Telling you my heart feels sour
Telling you I’m suffocating
I’m pleading for you to realize
That I’m feeling terribly dreadful
although I may not tell you so
That I’ve been tearing a lot lately
for some reasons I can’t express
That I wish you were there at times
but it happens so often that you weren’t
I don’t have the courage to do this anymore
Has it been a mistake between us?
Can we continue going on like this?
I don’t know. I’m afraid to find out.
There goes another sleepless night.
