Isomnia

The night goes by without much sleep



‘Cause I know I won’t wake up next to you



With the warmth of your embrace



I was able to slumber like a baby in a cradle



Yet now I'm troubled by a mixture of thoughts

I will be there for you till the end of time



You say you would do the same for me



But sadly, I am at doubt



When everything tumbles down



Will you still be able to cheer me up?

When I’m all alone in my room



Everything reminds me of you



What are you doing now?



Would you be thinking of me



As much as I am of you now?

Being in your room



is the happiest thing to do



Enjoyed watching you at your desk



Yet less attention was paid



To this girl sitting at a corner

To be truthful



This girl wasn’t happy at all



Should she not have been there



Or was there any difference anyway



With her being there at the first place?

Recollecting the sms-es you’ve sent



They are kind, sweet, lovely words



A healer for the present dispirited heart



There have been less of them of late



which frankly saddens me more

I’m pouring my heart to you now



I don’t want you to comply



Being someone you’re not



Just because I told you so



I wish there is a bond between us

I can’t stand before you



With a label on my head



Telling you I’m feeling blue



Telling you my heart feels sour



Telling you I’m suffocating

I’m pleading for you to realize



That I’m feeling terribly dreadful



although I may not tell you so



That I’ve been tearing a lot lately



for some reasons I can’t express



That I wish you were there at times



but it happens so often that you weren’t

I don’t have the courage to do this anymore



Has it been a mistake between us?



Can we continue going on like this?



I don’t know. I’m afraid to find out.



There goes another sleepless night.