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Day 1

Went to Bugis Junction. To meet up with Chee Ho and Kien Ooi. Then we went yum cha and chatted for hours. Well, literally those doing most of the talking were Chee Ho and my darling sis whilst Kien Ooi and I sat there keeping mum. Chee Ho was such a sweet talker and kept giving me "misleading" signals. If I were to not have gong ter right now.... Who knows... ? #Pictures come later# Sis then walked around deciding what to buy for Ben (No thanks to the big help by CH) and I tagged behind. Then dinner at Terra, loathe cheesy western food..

Day 2

Unintentionally talked back to mum today. Shouldn't have, but couldn't hold it back at that instant. Went for Alvin and the Chipmunks movie at The Cathay. Cute chipmunks! Lurve their fury lil songs! Can't help imagining gong ter would sound like that since he has sore throat. Somemore with his goofy laugh~ *cheeky*. But ended up dozing off towards the end of the movie, that boils down to insufficient sleep since Day 1 maybe (Aunt say I look exhausted). Felt awkward all throughout the movie. The seats? Nope. The air-conditioning? Nope. Obviously, it's without gong ter!! I laughed a minute too soon - I have a sore throat! Caramel popcorn's the evil culprit. Then top it up with it's tom yam noodles for dinner somemore.

Day 3

Had a dream last night. Dreamt I embarked on the flight back to Australia and to tell the truth, really enjoy"-ed" being back there. During the previous summer holidays, I have always wished that I have a longer duration and not have to go back. Now I think otherwise. One reason would be not having done anything progressive. Should have went for a part time job. Two, I have less stuff weighing on my mind when I was actually busy studying. Coming back would be like waking me up from the comfort of my bed and face the cruel reality. I know I can play dumb no more, it's time for me to really decide what I need to do with my future. Aunt was asking me whether I'd want to take over my father's business. I did consider about that, but can I manage? She told me that there's no turning back once I really chose to do so, and that there's a really really big responsibility to bear.

There's also the matter between gong ter and I since I came clean with mum telling her about us. It ended up far worse than I thought it would turn out. A minute ago when she thought I am unattached, she's telling everyone her worries of me not finding the suitable someone yet. A minute later knowing otherwise, she freaked out saying I should end the relationship. I know her worries and all, I will have a serious thought over it and heed all her advice. It's going to be a long hardship ahead for us. Hmm.. *fingers crossed* Miss him really really very much right now.