Part - Timing Week

In a simple, somewhat dull-looking complex

somewhere just around the corner

You'll see

Mozz Cato

Traditional Recipes Premium Cookies

Our small bright corner

And

2 cutie promoters

Most expensive of them all~!

1.5k leather cookies chest

*Sweat -.-!!!*

Spot-the-Not

(Kelly's mischief)

*Kelly: Sek Dak Ngm Hou Sai*

Hard to keep a diet

with mouth-watering tester cookies

lying within reach

*Must Resist Temptation!*

Say Cookies~!!

*Who's watching the stall actually?*

Fall For You


-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting


Could it be that we have been this way before


I know you don't think that I am trying


I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended


I always swore to you I'd never fall apart


You always thought that I was stronger


I may have failed


But I have loved you from the start


Oohhh...

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


It's impossible

So breathe in so deep


Breathe me in


I'm yours to keep


And hold onto your words


'Cause talk is cheap


And remember me tonight


When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

I wish one would sing me to sleep


this song that would fill my heart


with warmth and love that I too


shall have for him in return


for the rest of the days


that we both shall share

Dear diary,

This week had been dreadful. The minutes, hours and days crawled by as though it had been years. I know he feels it too, which is why I look forward to every night when we skype. 10:30pm. Time ticked even painfully slower. But even if I have to wait for him... I'd do that.

I understand things aren't easy for him, feeling stressed and tense. I couldn't help much but be a listener. Yet sometimes, I feel like a sandbag to throw tantrums onto. He seems to get hot tempered and angry instantly, either because of something I did wrong or something done unintentionally. I really didn't mean to do those things to anger him.

Even if I have, I am confused. Shall I sms or call?


If I do, would he think of me as a nuisance? I don't know.


If I don't.. Yes, he would.. think of me not putting any effort at all.

I really am trying very hard, to do my best.

I thought being in a relationship is sweet. I hear that a true boyfriend wouldn't make his girl cry. But I never cried this much before. Unaware to him, it's a serious matter. He says that everything that happened between us will bind our hearts closer. Instead, I feel that they are actually telling us that we are different. We are both just too afraid to admit it.

Dear diary, can I still go to him?when I am crying because of him.


Can I still confide to him? when he's one of my sorrows.


Can I still be tolerate with him? when he doesn't think of me. of what I feel.

Is he still the one? As he claims, loving me more than I love him.

I don't know anymore.

My first job interview

All the weeks of job hunting, Finally !! I've got a job interview. With BB's help, we found the place easily on Sunday. A bit of hectic moment getting all the documents together. Hehe.

Look a wee bit blur with glasses on

(Woke up too early this morning. XD)

That's the best shot I can manage.

Didn't spent much time picking out my outfit for the day. But with this whole suite of grey, first poured cats and dogs, wonder if it'll signify that the interview wouldn't turn out good in the end.

Who knows? I gave it my best shot. I leave it to the company itself to decide.

Enough said..

You're right. I can't stand up to what I should fight for, what I think is best for myself. I'm acting like a 2-year-old. Better reason for you to be upset and disappointed with me. Again. Top up with being nuisance-ly inconsiderate when you pour your care towards me. I'm sorry for what happened on 08.08.08 and also the days before that.

I admit! Being the stubborn, naive and indecisive one.

Even when everyone in the world doubts me, you're the only one I can count on. I would want you to be there, maybe telling me that everything's going to be okay. Not joining in and tell me I'm wrong.

You're the sole person I'd confide to. But it appears that I'm ever so wrong. Maybe it's best I keep everything to myself from now on, as with you to not care anymore.

I'm shutting my heart. From you. From everyone possibly.

Home Sweet Home!

This blog post was supposed to be published a month ago.. Well, long story.. and I don't quite want to go into much of the details. Here's a brief overview:

Where's the directory?We need directions to get to the car *Hurry up! My feet's killing me*

It really felt great to be back. Nice comfy bed and best yet.. I can be mummy's little girl again. On the other hand, I miss studies already. Not a good idea to travel with large amount of cash with you. Tired of the 8-hours-flight, especially having the aisle seat and had to painstakingly get up since the passenger beside needs a leak every once in a while. Go easy on the beverages, will ya? Sheesh!

Had a really really enjoyable time on my birthday this year. Astonishedly, it was held at GreenBox Sogo.. Thanks a lot to Fei Yih, Sasha, Yen Yung, Siew Fong, Ying Yee, Wai Wah, Tze Yang, Lee Teng, Jade Tao and the others who came. Initially a surprise party until boy boy decided to come clean with me and spill the beans about the surprise. I did make a fuss over it and threw my tantrum on him. At this point, I'd like to apologize to him for everything I've done. Boy boy, thank you very much for planning the party for me and for the marble cheese cake. Sorry you had to put up with my mean pettiness.

Thank you so much bb (p/s: I Lurve You)

On the morning of my birthday, I got an unexpected 'present'. I got registered post informing me that I need to serve the national service and to report at camp when the week is out. I was dumbfounded and speechless. I wasn't ready for all this yet; having to leave my family and especially boy boy just when I dreaded to spend more time with them. What's the point of complaining, blame it on my dumb luck! Luckily for me, boy boy was familiar with the area and accompanied me in search of the location, not to mention through the medical checkups as well. I really appreciate it bb! I would be utterly devastated if it weren't for you. Mwaxx~

BB: I bet you'd become charcoal black piggy after 2 months

GG: Fret not! I have my trusty sunblock.

Don't even think of dumping me using that reason.

BB: Haha XD.. I won't

The bridge leading to the girls' dormitory

(BB: If boys try to trespass, they will cut the bridge. )

(GG: *Bewildered* Serious?!)

The corridor outside our dorm. Sheer serenity.

Interior. It looks clean, doesn't it?

(Looks can be deceiving)

Mum, bro and boy boy fetched me there the afternoon on 6 July Sunday and left late in the evening. I know they were worried about me so I acted casual to lessen their worries. Nonetheless, I missed them terribly already on the very first night.

In a nutshell, the schedule laid out for the day starts with:

5am Rise and shine



6 March out to the open for flag-raising ceremony & Marching



7:30 Early breakfast



8 Assemble and get ready for class



10:30 Elevenses then continue class



12:3opm Lunch then sport activities



2:30 Beverage refreshments provided then continue activities



4:30 Afternoon tea



6:30 Dinner



10:30 Supper



11 Turn in

I only had a 2-day experience living in camp following the full-day schedule, so basically what I learned was that the early bird gets the worm and that you can accomplish a lot if you had planned the day carefully. The most annoying drawback to the whole camp schedule is that they need to assemble everyone for at least 4-5times to check for decampment and use up a painstakingly long time at it. Is it that hard to have head counts for 190 people?

Following 2 days, my parents fetched me back from camp as I was not suited for any of the strenuous exercise. The funny thing to note was that most of the staffs there know me and especially boy boy as he really cared for me all the while I was in camp. He brought the necessary stuff that I needed as soon as he possibly can and helped keep in touch with my mum.

Boy boy. Thanks a lot for everything!!

Revolution 2.70

This is how the hike in petrol price has impacted the nation.. Maybe we all might end up like this in the near future..

决不放弃

哎哟！最后的测试终于逼近了。唔~*汗*

*自我勉励*

别怕别怕... 你绝对可以的...绝对可以的...

一生悬命

不得半点马虎，

不然失败的就是你自己

努力!努力!

加油吧！！各位..

Silver Lining At This Time of Melancholy

A week to go before the first paper of the last semester hit. Depressing really, to spare a thought pondering the chances that you'd never be stuffing your head in books..literally..ever again.. Ironically, it pains to obligately have to strive through the next two weeks. Indeed reluctant, yet can't wait to get it done and over with.

All the while cramping bundles of information into that puny brain of mine, a peculiar thought flashed through, as if an oasis had appeared out of nowhere, amidst a despairing spread of wilderness. Just when all hopes had depleted, this unforeseen occurrence has made its way and lifted spirits. You'd never have guessed what rendered me the hoist to pursue further.

I can't help it.. being too good-looking even in photos...Peace bro..

P - I - G - G - Y.

A piggy who gropes around the bed in the middle of the night to find my hand and hold it tight to his chest.

A piggy who never lets go of my hand off his chest even if I try to squirm away to get some blood flow back into my numb body.

A piggy with an instant split mood, from amusing to maddening, at the slightest situation that often left me pondering what has gone wrong, then wake up after a nap to tell me he still loves me no matter what.

A piggy who knows the precise moment when he'd ought to be there for me, for everything, even for the most trivial matter, concerning me. To treat my problems as though they were his, backing me up instead of backing away himself.

A piggy with a deep passionate kiss, which takes my breath away though a clumsy attempt at it; Nevertheless, an evident proof of how deep his affections towards me.

A piggy who catches me off-guard and surprises me with a side of him that I've never known, day by day..a little bit of him is adequate to retain the sparks.

Sometimes I might be ascertain that I know him inside out; but one thing's for sure, I wouldn't affirm that I have captured the essence of this piggy for who he truly is.

P/S: To this lucky piggy of mine, of whom I'm missing badly right this moment and for sure the days-to-come

I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH

A Good Start !

I didn't have much of a peaceful sleep this morning due to the intense abdominal pain. I was practically playing a larva/pupa all curled up in its cocoon.. except I won't be maturing into a butterfly. (BB: Into a PIG! ^(oo)^ Oink!) The pain hasn't gone away still..

An email came in from MinJie mentioning that the grades for the Animal Physiology essay was up on Blackboard. Without haste, I clicked into the site to check. *Fingers-crossed*

Well, how do I fare? Take a peep.

Ta-daa~!!!!!!!!!

BB... Did I make you proud?

The Worst Nightmare EVER!

Of all the nightmares I had in Newbie - other than those bizarre ones of terrorists, this nightmare that I had this morning has to be Top 1 on the most daunting list! Although not to the extent of waking up in cold sweats, I trembled with fear and teared throughout the night.

It went like this:

The other girls and I were having a relaxing time and for some reason we ended up staying overnight at a secluded area. From the japanese bath robes that we were wearing, I presume that we had just came out from the hot spring and heading towards the hall for a scrumptious dinner. By scrumptious, I mean really mouth-watering just looking through the menu and don't know whichever to decide on. After prolonged indecision, I placed my order and plan to join the others in their chit-chat. That was when the climax of the dream began.

Out of a sudden, everything turned pitch black as though the lights went off due to electricity shortage. But something was seriously amiss! There's no usual commotion from the crowd that were already eating there. A dead silence overwhelmed as though we're in a vacuum space. I tried to call out to the girls sitting at the same table as I was, but no reply was rendered. I groped in utter darkness trying to feel the person sitting next to me. I was so relieved at the touch of her skin and so I wriggled her limb a little (Couldn't make out whether hand or leg). Shockingly, her limb fell back as if it was an immobile limb of a dead corpse and I can't feel any temperature from it either.

The next thing I know, someone (or something) had laid its weight on me, rendering me completely still no matter how hard I struggled. There, in the darkness, I could make out some movements and the outline of a figure crawling towards me...Nearer and nearer it got, slowly picking up speed till finally it reached the table that I was sitting. This happened so fast that the next thing which ensued at that instant was having glimpsed its bloodshot eyes and sharp fangs sinking into my flesh, devouring me alive.

I SCREAMED...............................!!!!!

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I woke up with a fright, with my comforter tugging around me and the only light source from my laptop screen and the toilet light. I shuddered at the thought that if everything were to be in absolute pitch black and that I'd be trap in this nightmare for even a second longer.

I terribly wished that I could skype boy boy to tell him. However since we talked on the phone till late at night, I don't want him to get restless sleep. Not from me. Besides, I won't want to worry him more than he already is. I typed him a message but no matter how much I wish for him to comfort me, I still am reluctant to send it. So, I deleted the message.

I still felt the fear of being helplessly fiddling inside as I recount this now.. Any single sound or movement sets me alarmed and shocked.

S-O-S!... Help....! Anyone...

*sobs*

S-T-O-P ! !

Lately, I've been having endless rounds of inner self struggle; so I've decided to pour out all my thoughts and temporarily lay them here till I completed my finals. Frankly, it's a difficult post to even begin with...

I'm truly happy that we had the conversation yesterday night that I finally get to know what you've been worrying, you're thinking, and your plans for the future. Of course, it's natural that no one can easily accept the special situation of yours. I, too, dream of a fairy tale like everyone else - having a simple normal happy life with the someone that I love till the end of time.. Living life without having to worry about tomorrow. Although dreams can often be too good to be true, I truly meant what I've said to you. However some things are easier said than done, which is why I have doubts whether I can be able to handle having a life with you. Most importantly, if someone were to ask me, "Can you accept it?".. "Am I willing to face problems encountered in the future? ".. I have not the determination to utter a definite answer, which proves that I am still hesitant. I don't want the worst case to happen, that I promise to be with you out of sympathy more than love. The other troubling thought would be...Will we be able to cope with our own family situation and bear responsibilities being the eldest? Can we even manage to start our own family in the future?

I'd truly wish to share all these thoughts with you. But everytime I tried, they end up all hidden inside. I know the thing you want most is for us to be truthful to each other. Maybe I'm used to keeping thoughts to myself. Maybe I don't want to increase your burden when there's already an intense one weighing on your shoulders.

All right, they're all out! BE GONE for a while!

Back to my studies!

Had I been wrong?

I know you're mad

You say I don't take you seriously

Well perhaps

You hadn't the slightest idea that

What you've said

really shattered my heart

so that's what I get for going out

I truly am sorry

for your heart ache

So. This is how it feels.

To miss someone.

Done! and Over with!!

Semester break. Here I come!

Breadfreak. My Copyright.

What a Breadfreak is made of.

Side Effects

Guess that's the punishment for being rebellious. Sleeping 'early' I mean.

I slept again at 5am in the morning and for some reason woke up around 7:45am. Sweet~! Dearie will be up soon, so I waited... and planned what to have for breaky later.

*Rissole?...Hmm... Cereal?...Hmm... Biscuits?...* Till I dozed off.

That was when the nightmare came in. I remember only bits and fragments of it now, but it all started with dearie reprimanding me for some reason and then I went home to find more scolding from my dad. At the end of it all, I was crying really hard..

I wasn't sure when I actually realized that it's a dream. Well, let's say I cried till I finally woke up with a wet pillow. Cried even more till dearie's sms came in. Sorry dearie~ I don't wish to tell in the morning because I don't want to start your day just worrying about me. Couldn't stop even when chatting, so I hid it from you. Only when you turned away I'd be able to wipe my tears.

Don't worry. Was fine after an early shower and simple breakfast. Hehe..

Not Sleeping..

I can hear my mum's nagging now. For not sleeping when I'm supposed to. Rebellious, I tell you.

Been watching Iguana no Musume. A Japanese drama that my sis and I were quite fond of. Sure brings back memories.

Been thinking of what to get for hubby's car. Was so excited about it, yet don't know what to get him.(Erm.His car. Hehe.)So I googled and found these.

Cute, aren't they? But then I got another surprise.

Lurve them. Simple & Nice.

Brainstorming. Lightbulb. Eureka!

Plotting an evil scheme. Will take some time. Surprise him. (Erm. Or his car.)

Sure hope he will love it.

28 MAC 2008

Done with few restless nights

Ended up terribly glum

Handed in one report

Yet there are more to come

Even if there's no resort

I will never succumb

**** **** **** **** ****

Decided that I call home

To have a chat with mummy

so that I don't feel alone

though I have been recently

she tells me of her troubles

I can't help being teary

for two long hours we babble

the windy day turned sunny

**** **** **** **** ****

Sorry mummy

Cooked rice yet

tummy ain't hungry

Guess I have to

save more money

Cos' I ain't

getting weighty

Will lose our bet

But at least you're happy!!

**** **** **** **** ****

I have so much to tell you

yet do not know where to start

So many things to think through

I still have you in my heart

Hope love hasn't blinded me to

not tell true feelings apart

***** ***** ***** ***** *****

Oh I am so confused on what to do

I really do ...

爱的路上只有我和你

不知道什么时候

开始喜欢这里

每个夜里都会来这里看你

你长得这么美丽

叫我不能不看你

看不到你我就迷失了自己

有时候你很调皮

总是让我着急

一颗心总是为你跳不停

只要一闭上眼睛

总有千百万个你

你的影子装满我的脑海里

不能够不想你

也不能够忘记你

总是在梦里一直看到你

多想对你说句

我是真的爱你

对我的心不要再怀疑

好想牵你的手

走过风风雨雨

有什么困难我都陪着你

直到天长地久

直到天荒地老

爱的路上只有我和你

19 March 2008, Cloudy

It has been a miserable day to begin with. Perhaps I should lay off the late hour study and turn in early. Ended up with a crappy brain and a split headache at 5am in the morning. For some reason, I was anticipating that he might wake up sooner or later and so I left the laptop on and waited, involuntarily checking for his message every now and then. Doubt that I actually slept but was somehow relieved when I finally saw his reply. Yet it was already time for him to leave for work, so I urged him to get ready and didn’t trouble him for too long. *sobs* Guess I really wanted to talk to him back then.

And so I struggled to sleep with the splitting headache before it was finally time for lecture. Lecture turned out pleasant at first with Shaun’s usual cheery tone and scribbly doodles of Drosophilia and mouse until the part with the promoters being superlatively confusing.

“Type III Class I and II are classical promoters. Type III Class III promoter is a non-typical Class III but equivalent to Class II……Type II…Type III…Class I..Class II….*&^%$#@!”

Seriously, I lost track! Think my headache worsened, or maybe my brain just went haywire and short-circuited. On top of that, there have been different viewpoints on one’s peculiar behavior. As a matter of fact, it’s as though I don’t really know that someone anymore. After all this while .. Having decided to get the nightmare over with, I did the microbiology quiz. Phew! Glad that was over, though I had to search frantically for the answers.

The next thing I did was crawling into bed and unwind from the consecutive restless nights. Had weary eyes yet couldn’t sleep. Efforts of tucking my pillows didn’t help neither did tossing and turning. Holding back the tears certainly was to no avail as they came pouring in. It’s astounding how abruptly my emotions plummeted these days. The slightest familiar thought and/or object is capable of inducing uttermost despair.

Shaking under the blanket, ironically not because of the cold but due to the helplessness suffocating within. I desperately wanted someone to be beside me. Any gesture to give me warmth and confidence that I have depleted of - a hug or maybe a firm grip. Sadly, I reached out my hand and grasped nothing. As I shut my eyes, I hoped that somehow I magically appear in my own bedroom. Of course that’s quite impossible.

Perhaps as what you say, I need to give my mum a ring and see how she’s doing. Inevitably, her voice could cheer me up a bit, but her anxiety and stress would worry me more. Chatting with friends might do the trick, yet there is no one I could really confide to available at that time. I know I am making a fuss over trifles but do pardon me for doing so. Mum has been right about me being the frail-hearted one.

The afternoon and evening I spent were occupied with more tear-shedding moments, even in the showers. Had the feeling somehow he’s going to be late from work today and truly so. Anyway, bet he’s got loads to tell me and I’ll be at all ears. Won’t be a miserable day after all.. I guess

12 March 2008

Hasn't been a sunny day for me though ironically the weather's looking fine; Yet the night's as cold as ice though it's practically not freezing either. This boils down to the fact that - I'm missing HIM again. Having picked the wrong movie to watch, my inner self crumbled once more.

The plot is about a widowed woman who was able to see ghosts after a suicidal attempt and there's this particular ghost who has been troubling her ever since. But what unfolds is an interesting twist to the plot, which makes for a touching supernatural romance. This ghost had been the woman's deceased husband but in the form of a stranger and she only discovered the truth after seeing that he has reincarnated.

It's really sad and utterly painful to be separated from your loved ones by the boundaries of the living and the afterlife. Frankly, there was a time when I was young that I've feared death more than ever, hardly being able to sleep nor eat. Ridiculously funny right? I know. Which is crucially the reason why we need to really treasure and cherish the company of our loved ones while we still can.

Another plot of the movie left me pondering. I know people around (even my family) would say that I have not known this person for long yet how could I love HIM this much? Well, I do not know for sure at first, but somehow my heart's telling me now that I have made the right choice. For once in my life, I am positively sure that I will have no regrets. Even when the whole world happens to doubt you, you can't escape from what's inside - your true feelings.

Feeling awkwardly emotional at the end of the movie, roomie happened to pass me a document of HIS, that sent me tearing instantly. I don't want him to worry so I will try my very best! To finish this last semester. To make him proud. To hug him tight the next time we meet.

Waiting

Waiting ...

Since the crack of dawn

Three hours ...

ticked away slowly

I wonder

when will he wake up

I wonder

if it will be soon

But I know

What I will feel

OVERJOYED

Wake up! Wake up!

What more can I say.

12 hours of sleep did me some good.

Left me lying on my bed. Thinking.

I might be tired. Might be exhausted.

It's hard to say ...

Or rather. Been living in dreams.

In fact. Maybe I dread to wake up.

As I know with my eyelids ajar.

My fantasies would instantly

melt away...

All I see. A messy workdesk.

A disordered heart.

A red shirt with a faint of him

of which I cling onto. Every night.

I know he will not be there.

Neither shall he be the day after.

I can hear my inner self calling.

Get a grip girl!!

I am losing it. Losing all senses.

Not knowing who I am. Was.

Had been. Or will be.

When will I wake up?

When ......?

IF WE LEARN

If we learn with patience

If we pay attention

We will gain a lot in every lesson

Making a miracle

to succeed in our future

To learn

how to be a better person

If we face any problem

just think of our parents

This love,

will make us even stronger

Making a difference,

to prove to them

who love and care for us

that we too, care for them

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Got this from Soh Zhu's blog post. I will always keep that in mind!!
Never stop learning, never stop believing and ultimately never stop LOVING!!!

Youth Speak UP!!

Youth for Change (Y4C) operates with the mission to empower youth to get involved in contemporary political issues and actively exchange ideas regarding our country's political agenda so as to ultimately shape a conducive political environment (Maybe a better future?).

Frankly, I don't really get motivated to get involved in this kind of stuff; However, this organization does seem interesting. Take a look at the political video clips that they launched recently (28Feb08) in conjunction with the general election. I find them intriguingly interesting and rightly so. (Personally, I love the last one.. XD)

YB vs. Blogger

Setem YB

RomPak Lah

Ubah Gaya Hidup

Random Rambles

*Cough cough* It's been ages since my last blog post, and the place's filthy with dust particles and cobwebs. Might need some "spring cleaning" from now on.. ^w^

Alright then.. Ironically upon commencement of the summer holidays, I've been looking forward to come back to Aust yet things have changed now. I dread to go back. It's only been the second week of the semester and I have already felt the pressure and stress pouring in. Fear of maybe overlooking the due dates of assessments and end up with late submissions, not being able to concentrate and flunking everything at the end of the semester etc etc. The first few days following his absence had been appallingly horrendous accompanied by isomnia and angst. I'd say I've practically lost the purpose of living back then. We're separated even further now by geological distance, time zone and pursuit, but I hold strong faith in believing he is right beside me at all times. To hear me out. To cheer me on. To back me up. And most importantly, to love me evermore! (Is that right, soh zhu zhu?)

If mum's here, I'd be nagged to death for staying up late every night. Keep it a secret for me k? I don't want her to worry. It's not easy being the eldest.

An interesting short article came across @ Yahoo! Think might shed some light for the guys.. Enjoy!

5 Things you should NEVER say to Her

By Sarah Miller

Women freak out. Often at you. Often for no discernible reason.

You say something that you consider totally innocuous, or even downright nice, only to find that you've offended, enraged, or annoyed us. But here's a problem you can solve: word choice.

You need to know the phrases that, once introduced to her volatile atmosphere, will result in explosion (or quiet contempt—no picnic either). Then you need to strike them from your vocabulary.

Warning: Some of these absolute no-no words and phrases seem so incredibly harmless, you may think we're kidding. We're not.

FORBIDDEN PHRASES

1. "Relax"
2. "I love you" (During a fight)
3. "It's up to you"
4. "You knew I was this way.."
5. "[Nothing]"
   

MAGIC WORDS

1. "Just tell me everything"
2. "You are just so beautiful"
3. "Sorry. It was my fault"