12 March 2008

Hasn't been a sunny day for me though ironically the weather's looking fine; Yet the night's as cold as ice though it's practically not freezing either. This boils down to the fact that - I'm missing HIM again. Having picked the wrong movie to watch, my inner self crumbled once more.

The plot is about a widowed woman who was able to see ghosts after a suicidal attempt and there's this particular ghost who has been troubling her ever since. But what unfolds is an interesting twist to the plot, which makes for a touching supernatural romance. This ghost had been the woman's deceased husband but in the form of a stranger and she only discovered the truth after seeing that he has reincarnated.

It's really sad and utterly painful to be separated from your loved ones by the boundaries of the living and the afterlife. Frankly, there was a time when I was young that I've feared death more than ever, hardly being able to sleep nor eat. Ridiculously funny right? I know. Which is crucially the reason why we need to really treasure and cherish the company of our loved ones while we still can.

Another plot of the movie left me pondering. I know people around (even my family) would say that I have not known this person for long yet how could I love HIM this much? Well, I do not know for sure at first, but somehow my heart's telling me now that I have made the right choice. For once in my life, I am positively sure that I will have no regrets. Even when the whole world happens to doubt you, you can't escape from what's inside - your true feelings.

Feeling awkwardly emotional at the end of the movie, roomie happened to pass me a document of HIS, that sent me tearing instantly. I don't want him to worry so I will try my very best! To finish this last semester. To make him proud. To hug him tight the next time we meet.