Enough said..

You're right. I can't stand up to what I should fight for, what I think is best for myself. I'm acting like a 2-year-old. Better reason for you to be upset and disappointed with me. Again. Top up with being nuisance-ly inconsiderate when you pour your care towards me. I'm sorry for what happened on 08.08.08 and also the days before that.

I admit! Being the stubborn, naive and indecisive one.

Even when everyone in the world doubts me, you're the only one I can count on. I would want you to be there, maybe telling me that everything's going to be okay. Not joining in and tell me I'm wrong.

You're the sole person I'd confide to. But it appears that I'm ever so wrong. Maybe it's best I keep everything to myself from now on, as with you to not care anymore.

I'm shutting my heart. From you. From everyone possibly.