Fall For You


-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting


Could it be that we have been this way before


I know you don't think that I am trying


I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended


I always swore to you I'd never fall apart


You always thought that I was stronger


I may have failed


But I have loved you from the start


Oohhh...

But hold your breath


Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


It's impossible

So breathe in so deep


Breathe me in


I'm yours to keep


And hold onto your words


'Cause talk is cheap


And remember me tonight


When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Over again


Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day


I swear it's true


Because a girl like you is impossible to find


You're impossible to find

I wish one would sing me to sleep


this song that would fill my heart


with warmth and love that I too


shall have for him in return


for the rest of the days


that we both shall share

Dear diary,

This week had been dreadful. The minutes, hours and days crawled by as though it had been years. I know he feels it too, which is why I look forward to every night when we skype. 10:30pm. Time ticked even painfully slower. But even if I have to wait for him... I'd do that.

I understand things aren't easy for him, feeling stressed and tense. I couldn't help much but be a listener. Yet sometimes, I feel like a sandbag to throw tantrums onto. He seems to get hot tempered and angry instantly, either because of something I did wrong or something done unintentionally. I really didn't mean to do those things to anger him.

Even if I have, I am confused. Shall I sms or call?


If I do, would he think of me as a nuisance? I don't know.


If I don't.. Yes, he would.. think of me not putting any effort at all.

I really am trying very hard, to do my best.

I thought being in a relationship is sweet. I hear that a true boyfriend wouldn't make his girl cry. But I never cried this much before. Unaware to him, it's a serious matter. He says that everything that happened between us will bind our hearts closer. Instead, I feel that they are actually telling us that we are different. We are both just too afraid to admit it.

Dear diary, can I still go to him?when I am crying because of him.


Can I still confide to him? when he's one of my sorrows.


Can I still be tolerate with him? when he doesn't think of me. of what I feel.

Is he still the one? As he claims, loving me more than I love him.

I don't know anymore.